I have always had this feeling that Im always late for everything.
Late to experience things that I should have done when I was younger, teenager even.
Listened to the good music when is not even popular anymore, read the good books when they have been discussed till exhaustion, I waited to long to have a favorite drink and still don’t have one
Today is my birthday, Im turning 36 years too-old. Realizing how fast time goes by is a scary thing, specially when you are still tasting the cake from your last birthday, suddenly a year went through and all your resolutions are still on the way to completion when you have to come up with new ones.
I imagine if all our plans, resolutions and dreams were actual objects that you pile in some corner of your home, how many rooms we would need to storage them.
We take those resolutions that we like the most or those which are easier to achieve and try to be content with whatever we can reach.
I’m not contented and certainly not satisfied.
Happy?, yes very much, life its been generous with me and I can say Im a very lucky guy.
I push myself to experience and know as much as I can, there is too much there waiting to be discovered.
I just wonder if I will have the time.
Damn time.
Don’t get me wrong, I feel proud of what I am and what I have… I feel good.
I’m just freaking out.
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